Staying with family

Asian are very much conservative and hope that all the family members staying together in one roof forever. Comparing with Westerner they encourage their children to move out from family and independent at the teen age.

Perhaps I am having a lot of problem staying with family especially jobless days. I really dreams to move out, to the extend of moving oversea alone. I cant stand my mom/sis calculating how long I shower, what time I should take my meal, what time I should go to bed etc etc.

I missed the days when I staying alone, even if it just a tiny apartment. At least I am free….

ZzZzZz days

I had a fight with my mom and sis today because my sleeping hours has totally turned up and down. I woke up by 5pm and slept at 7am, sometimes 8am or can up to 11am…

I am sure that I didn’t did this on purpose but indeed my body is adjusting slowly gaining the proper resting. I can feel that I am full with energy each time I awakening. But they just don’t understand and accusing my pimples popped up is due to my irregular sleeping hours.

To upset them, I told that I gonna find a permanent night shift job to adhere this life style. Hahaa. They were scared to hell and even gossip to my brother asking him to tell me not to do so. Anyhow, I am grown and please let me do what ever I like!!

New year new resolution

Touching 2007 everyone is talking about bonuses and holidays. Whereas I gotta sit home hunting job and checking on the Jobstreets everyday to monitoring my application status.

Saving is dropping but I am still hoping to get a trip. Reason being is because a friend of mine just came back from Japan again. Yes, again! She just went there few months ago for Sakura but this time for red leave. Very rich 'biatche' and always only makes me extremely jealous.

I must not look down by her. My New Year resolution is to travel as much new places as possible. Despite of business trip or personal trip, must make it!

Take a punch!

Today 2 friends of mine are getting married. One of them know me since college, we went to industrial training together and share some wild experiences as a new junior at these dangerous and ever hungry society. Today we were both growth and became the predator for the young ones. Feels like just yesterday…

Another one is my ex-ex-boss. We begin with some drama and then became good friend by breaking the wall between superior and subordinate. We shared our 4 years in the same company, watching her broke off and getting a new boy friend then marry now. Very complicated. Hahaa…

Life is about stages and marriage seems to be another level of life. Looking at them stepping into the next level, it makes me feels like wanna getting married also. But first step, gotta find a partner first… Damn, what a loser…

Job-hunting

Back to the jobless status, I start to hunt for a new job. But the employment market is damn quite. Mostly because of the year end where people is waiting for the bonuses.

Pity me, please get me a job, best if can be the oversea and expatriate come with deadly high pay, super heavy traveling and not much of work… Hahaa, I think I am getting crazier for a job.

Somehow as I know there are such luxury job out there, but why cant I find one? Why?

Lady boss

Quitting this job is a relief for me. I hate looking my boss’s face especially when she speaks with her piggy and doggy group of sluts. So fake yet thought nobody knows how disgusting they are.

Nevertheless she is very efficient and highly capable, but for more than half of the year consistently insulted by her, I am totally devastated by her perfectionist type of management style.

She is the only married lady that I know who is never needed to go home on time to do house work and cook! The best is she got 2 kids to take care. Some time I also wonder how her husband feels. Isn’t he lonely and what is the point for marrying such workaholic wife?

Somehow I know. Cause each time they have a fight, I wont be have good time for the rest of the week because she will show her ‘wok’ face and double her insults on me…

Don’t push me cause I am closed to the edge! I think this is the reason why I leave the job. She even dares to ask me why I wanna quit, stupid isn’t it? I know she just want me to come out a reason instead of herself making the story to cover her ass. But peoples are not blind; I will wait and see how long she can play as good employee in the company. Hehee…

7 years’ itchiness

Lately I noticed this song ‘Walk Away’ from radio because personally I like lady singing the rock song. The artist - Juwita Suwito who sounded a bit like Kelly Clarkson for me.

Few weeks back when I am working as my part-time job -> sending my nephew home, we came across this song again from the radio. My nephew told me she had just performed at their church a while ago. (At that time I still got no idea the song title/artist until they told me…)

When I was looking for the lyric I also found out this song bring a true love story about a 7 years relationship been broke off because of the third party intruder… The story came from Singapore; this lady put her story in blogger also because her cousin is the songwriter and this song is indeed dedicated for her. From her blog I am glad that she has walked out from the pain. But I am still clueless, is that a must a relation will fade away when it on achieves 7th year?