吵

Wanted to use the 烦 as subject to these few occasions but somehow decided to change it given that the root cause (and result) is still due to 吵.

Well it's not one incident but several that accumulated this log. Human are not naturally born happy, optimistic, positive and harmony. Each and every one of us is trying to self-destruct or destroy other so one can hurt deep including self. I do understand that feeling as I am one of the unfortunate one that trapped in this form but somehow, I dont know why i always ended up in the role that accelerate the two extreme party trying to accommodate and eventually made myself exhausted and hateful.

despite the fact i know it is impossible but i am still hoping this stupidity can stop earlier than i estimated. meanwhile, another few incidents still pending i to solve. when can i stop doing that?