Wanted to post a few words for this but my mood was swinging, mainly on the down side. This date, she began her new journey and reunited with her family, especially her mother, father and husband. We should be happy for her but at the same time our heart broken because of her departure.
She had been with us all her lifetime. Seeing us grow, witnesses sweet and sour, accompany her children entering senior age and to a few, she walked them the entire lifetime. She was there since I ever learn how to recognize a person. And she was the only one who remembered all of our names. She was simply that amazing.
People said time will heal, but I rather hope time will bring us closer, and hoping one day we will reunite as what the old tales said. If there is even a tiny chance of reincarnation, I am more than willing to become her grandson over and over again, regardless of what awaits me ahead..
Thursday, June 30, 2011
Anitoch
It's new intake again. All major colleges have launches their programme regardless of provide further studies to high schooler to continue locally, outstation or oversea. There are education fairs and brochures are flying all around, some even handed directly to my postbox by some interns or you know who.
Lecturers and professors seem to transforming into salesperson targeting parent and hunting student down in hope to get them in as if their will earn commission from each successful registrant. Compare with the old days, i still remember we student have to knock the door physically to each college asking for a seat and follow up proactively. Or otherwise say goodbye and the door basically shut and slam on your face.
Now I look back, i am so regret i enter the IT line. On top of pretending standing at the edge of the technology i found myself nothing much useful than a mere graduates. If time would allow my pick, i will definitely choose Anitoch beauty school. At least I can make women beautiful and that is more satisfying..
Lecturers and professors seem to transforming into salesperson targeting parent and hunting student down in hope to get them in as if their will earn commission from each successful registrant. Compare with the old days, i still remember we student have to knock the door physically to each college asking for a seat and follow up proactively. Or otherwise say goodbye and the door basically shut and slam on your face.
Now I look back, i am so regret i enter the IT line. On top of pretending standing at the edge of the technology i found myself nothing much useful than a mere graduates. If time would allow my pick, i will definitely choose Anitoch beauty school. At least I can make women beautiful and that is more satisfying..
Friday, June 10, 2011
Spending
This year I spent A LOT. This month even more ever since I moved in. First is the water leaking, second is installation of awning, third is the wardrobe and desks, later comes bed frame and the best is, my car died on me. The notorious gear box failure. It's not that bad and still in early stage, which i feel lucky to detect it and managed to sold it before the condition gets worsen. And of course, the sinful 18 levels of JPJ approvals which will be implemented on 15 June.
Despite of my feeling to the car , I have no choice but to let go. :( (althought all i treated it is just a transport anyway..) Now im waiting for my shiro to arrive. It is not something grand but rather downgrading myself like adopting from a german shepard to street dogs. But who cares? It is new, it is cool, it is cheap and it is worthy. A I mentioned, I treat it as a transport to commute in the city...
Despite of my feeling to the car , I have no choice but to let go. :( (althought all i treated it is just a transport anyway..) Now im waiting for my shiro to arrive. It is not something grand but rather downgrading myself like adopting from a german shepard to street dogs. But who cares? It is new, it is cool, it is cheap and it is worthy. A I mentioned, I treat it as a transport to commute in the city...
His name is Abdy.S
It’s not the job, it’s the people who is having and giving the pbm.
In fact the job also contribute to the factor, it’s really 24/7. I always kena call now. Imagine the call can last from morning til mid nite. I even experienced a call continue until 2.30am. It's effing exhausted. Just yesterday, there was a simulation started at 12am. Happy me.
Well the main problem here still this group biz user is too demanding. A simple error in the system also need conference bridge. Not to mentioned this system only in pilot mode but then still they requested for high sev. Really cannot tahan them. The best is this team is led by an asshole and he turned out to be the so call programme director..
Don’t know why all the heads also scare of him, including my boss. I feel humiliated cause there was a case last Saturday, in short not my fault but this fella called my personal phone at 7pm weekend and EFF me up and down with all the vulgar words. I argued with him over the call and also complaint to my boss on the next day. But from my conversation to my boss, I feel like I was hired to be humiliated. I don’t buy in and thats why I am very keen in looking for job. Reason being I don’t feel support from the team, from the boss, from the stakeholder at all. No point staying here anymore!
In fact the job also contribute to the factor, it’s really 24/7. I always kena call now. Imagine the call can last from morning til mid nite. I even experienced a call continue until 2.30am. It's effing exhausted. Just yesterday, there was a simulation started at 12am. Happy me.
Well the main problem here still this group biz user is too demanding. A simple error in the system also need conference bridge. Not to mentioned this system only in pilot mode but then still they requested for high sev. Really cannot tahan them. The best is this team is led by an asshole and he turned out to be the so call programme director..
Don’t know why all the heads also scare of him, including my boss. I feel humiliated cause there was a case last Saturday, in short not my fault but this fella called my personal phone at 7pm weekend and EFF me up and down with all the vulgar words. I argued with him over the call and also complaint to my boss on the next day. But from my conversation to my boss, I feel like I was hired to be humiliated. I don’t buy in and thats why I am very keen in looking for job. Reason being I don’t feel support from the team, from the boss, from the stakeholder at all. No point staying here anymore!
Pre Wed Checkup
For the newly weds, be careful. Make sure you have routine body checkups to make sure your partner is in perfect condition. Well of course generally when we speak about health check, we look into STD, cancers, thalassemia and something inherited from the family. However, does any of you aware of Topamax? Well it might not be something common and detectable, but the damage is certainly equivalent or sometimes severe than all the abovementioned.
Well the basic fact is that it might not affect you directly but it will cause birth defects, in this case cleft lips to your baby. Let me ask you, who in this whole wide world would like to see their baby suffer from disease before they are even born to this world? It is not something common where ones were impacted from this but if you happen to know someone, or heard from somebody, do tell them it is possible to file a Topamax lawsuit to bring back the justice.
O’Hanlon, McCollom & Demerath – Personal Injury Lawyers – 808 West Avenue, Austin, TX. 78701 – 512-494-9949
Well the basic fact is that it might not affect you directly but it will cause birth defects, in this case cleft lips to your baby. Let me ask you, who in this whole wide world would like to see their baby suffer from disease before they are even born to this world? It is not something common where ones were impacted from this but if you happen to know someone, or heard from somebody, do tell them it is possible to file a Topamax lawsuit to bring back the justice.
O’Hanlon, McCollom & Demerath – Personal Injury Lawyers – 808 West Avenue, Austin, TX. 78701 – 512-494-9949
Second Wave
What they said is true. Although I kept thinking positively but somehow the worse is expecting to happen soon. Popo is getting weaker and her condition just dropped to the sudden low. I barely recognize her when I paid a visit earlier. It is hard to believe a healthy individual will totally changed with just a mere afternoon nap. (At least this is what I heard of). We gathered again and this round, she refused to admit. It is heart aching to see her suffering by taking each breath. It feels like thousand of needles pinning my skin, brain and heart whenever she frowned.
She couldnt speak clearly now and couldnt recognize if its day or night. If there is a god, spirits, my grandpa or ancestors, please I am requesting you to give her comfort for either way. And I hope her conscious didnt aware of the current hardship she is going through. Please..
She couldnt speak clearly now and couldnt recognize if its day or night. If there is a god, spirits, my grandpa or ancestors, please I am requesting you to give her comfort for either way. And I hope her conscious didnt aware of the current hardship she is going through. Please..
Canceractive
The month of June is filling with sorrows. Despite it is still nearly mid of the month but i've been hearing few cases of cancerous amongst my friends and family. One of them had passed away recently just few days ago, and she was the wife of my colleague who just around our age. Sad news is, i heard they were newly married but no kids.
Second case is my cousin brother in law. He just diagnosed with nose cancer, second stage. Again, just discovered few days ago. Third, although i dont know the patient but i knew his daughter in law. He was diagnosed with bone cancer and searching for medication. It seems my world now is getting crazy, people's life is getting invaluable in the eye of disease.
And you know what? i came across from my mom that either side of my grandparent were deceased because of cancer. How?
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Topomax
What is Topamax? TOPAMAX is approved for migraine prevention in adults only and it is not used to stop a migraine after it starts. From the research, TOPAMAX may cause many problems such as eye problems, in which patient experiences sudden decrease in vision and sometimes include eye pain and redness. On top of that, TOPAMAX may cause decreased sweating. As a result the body temperature will increase and eventually fever.
Overdosing of Topomax can lead to psychological change of thinking like depression. It is a dangerous drug. But despite of the serious risk, with proper dosage and instruction from the professional one can benefit from the medication. In return it helps to reduce the migraine which we normal individual can barely imagine the causes of the pain. Of course, if you notice any symptom above, do consult Topamax lawsuit for proper action.
O’Hanlon, McCollom & Demerath – Personal Injury Lawyers – 808 West Avenue, Austin, TX. 78701 – 512-494-9949
Overdosing of Topomax can lead to psychological change of thinking like depression. It is a dangerous drug. But despite of the serious risk, with proper dosage and instruction from the professional one can benefit from the medication. In return it helps to reduce the migraine which we normal individual can barely imagine the causes of the pain. Of course, if you notice any symptom above, do consult Topamax lawsuit for proper action.
O’Hanlon, McCollom & Demerath – Personal Injury Lawyers – 808 West Avenue, Austin, TX. 78701 – 512-494-9949
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