TSM 2

Why am i keep using the same title? Well to continue the first part of story. Yes I joined the team. They used to be my stakeholders, and i produce report to them. I posses good impression to the team and always wanted to try on but somehow something always stop me. I guess that's freedom.

Without choices, cause heaven was fading, the death show his helping hand to me and try to pull me to hell. It's a trap, i knew, he is bad, i sensed it, i've seen it, but in the end i am in. Why? Money of course, but unfortunately, they cant give, or rather not yet. Then why? I dont know, perhaps I am too bored, perhaps i want a better prospect (LIAR!), or perhaps i just hypocrite. So here I am started 3 weeks, coming fourth. So far I am happy being tortured but what's ahead of me? Definitely worse. Hahaa..

TSM

TSM stands for technology service manager. I was rehired to this company under the service management but doing a rather different role. Begin with a rough startfor 1.5 year that worthwhile for the next 1.5 year. Simple, i was at the learning curve and the second half of the duration is just maintain something that couldnt be changed, at that time.

I got expelled (to be exact is sold to) another department because of the service management head left the company and due to the incompetence of my boss, the team was disbanded. From then on until last month i was living in heaven although barely survive with the tiny income.

Now, heaven's gone, hell welcome me to their family. I may be in second and third floor of hell now but i do hope i will go back to earth before falling deeper..

Pasar Malam

I like to go pasar malam. It is very hard to explain what is this because this is a special phenomenal that happen only in our nation. Well perhaps some other places also but you wont often meet it. Basically, it's a night market. Unlike the morning market, you find more variety and funny stuff in pasar malam. And it is very geographically and size depending, the bigger the pasar malam, the more interesting stuff you will find (or updated).

However, this is not the point. During the pasar malam, you will also meet a lot of loiterer/beggar coming in thousand of shapes or form that you could hardly imagine. Well seriously i believe everyone of them have their own story and reason, but what I dont understand is why the heck they bring in children as victim too. As what i read and know, they been controlled by the group, and the mother you see there may not be the true mother of the kids. They just put the combination to beg for sympathy. This often create a lot of confusion to me (i believe to many as well), especially the kids with defects like cleft lip. It really hurt to see when they lying unconscious there. Well if they are really the case, how I wish they know it is actually possible to get help from Topamax lawsuit and possibly claim for the compensation instead of begging??!!


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PC Fair 2011

I almost, and i am still regretted for not buying the HP mini which costs RM799. It is not a small amount but compare with the original price of RM1099, it definitely worth the value. Furthermore to compare with a pad, this is like a sky vs earth. Pad cant give me 160gb with atom 450 proc. Most important file transfer and a working machine, not a toy. Plus, pad cost above 1k, this cost less more than that.

But when i look back, do i really need one? It will dead convenient to carry this during Japan trip but what if it's over. Will it be useful or just another junk at home since it doesnt support much thing? Well I dont know. I still cant find the answer and most probably i will give it to my nephew as a device for his home work later.

Looking at my financial condition now, I guess i better just put this on hold again. Unless I meet this offer again, or otherwise, faith will decide for me..

Melancholic

Sunday. I wonder what is going on with me. I woke up at 2pm today but I am still feeling lazy and dont feel like going to anywhere (although I went plaza damas for starbuck in the afternoon..). But I was so tired (still) where i reach home by 5pm and surfing astro til 6pm. Then I doze off til 8pm. After dinner, and im here still feeling tired..

I guess I am experiencing what a normal people call as Sunday blue. This seldom happen on me for the past few years due to the work. I admit this is somehow related to work but tiny part of me dont agree. Perhaps it's a remorse feeling for giving up hanoi trip, which the hong kong couldnt compensate since it is rather a nanny trip again. I hope it does feel good but still, I am not happy because i dont have my own time.

I think my future trip will be all alone if i continue to have thoughts like this!

Defect

What is defect? It's a horrifying word it often use in the manufacturing world to signify a product that is not meeting the standard. Some industry treated defect seriously but sadly, it is controllable and unavoidable. It may caused by machine failure, human mistake and all sorts of other reason.

But what if when this apply to the living. Yes, it applies not only to object but livings too ie. Defect born. What does it mean? Well, when it comes to human being, you can imagine all sorts of possibilities. In severe case, miscarriage. Defect born can happen due to many reasons. It could be the mother, accident, health and most importantly, medication.

Pregnancy are advised to avoid any medication except as instructed by doctor. Incorrect intake of medicine like Topomax can result in cleft lip or cleft palate – birth defects that occur when the lip or palate fail to completely fuse together. Of course, I wish not see any of my friend suffer from this but if you do encounter anyone, you can always look for Topamax lawsuit for legal action.

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