I don’t have migraine nor headache problem in the young age. But when age is getting older I feel I am easily tired and always have headache if lack of sleep. Comparing to last time I can sleep at 4 or 5am and wake up 10am to work.
Now? No such thing. Even if I sleep 12 hours a day I still feel lacking and blurry. I think I am just not the morning person. Basically my mind is blank every morning, but active at night. Worse of all is I will got headache all day if I lack of sleep. Sometimes I wonder should I try the shift work from 4pm to 12am. I think this hour suits me the most since I am at most ‘active’ time. Or best of all, work in UK or Amsterdam since 4pm-12am our time is their 9am-5pm. How I wish. Haha…
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
This Year Vacation
I have set a ground rule for myself that I must travel oversea once a year. As the year end is approaching I am getting more anxiety towards my promise. In fact a friend working in Nevada is asking if I wanna go Las Vegas with him since he is having 1 week holiday. I am interesting but I am also worry with the accommodation fees.
According to my friend spending in Las Vegas can be vary. He found a website that provides affordable rate yet variety package for Las Vegas vacations. The website also offers other all in one attractive like town info, car rental, shows ticketing that make our life easier.
According to my friend spending in Las Vegas can be vary. He found a website that provides affordable rate yet variety package for Las Vegas vacations. The website also offers other all in one attractive like town info, car rental, shows ticketing that make our life easier.
The Hunt
As much as I am glad to hop but after a trial for a month I decided to begin the hunt again. I feel bad when she felt sorry for pulling me out to here but in fact I should be the one who feel sorry for all the good thing she had did for me.
However, things just not right and I’m glad that the previous payer has the interest in getting me back but I doubt the offer is not as much as what I am getting now. Some of my friend is asking me not to be too anxiety with current situation but they are not in my shoe and thus very hard for them to understand.
Although I can survive here but I know the disappointment of burned out will not be going away until I hop again. Thus I think this is a very good opportunity for me to sit down, relax and try to find what I always dreamt of. Just that I hope it could come earlier…
However, things just not right and I’m glad that the previous payer has the interest in getting me back but I doubt the offer is not as much as what I am getting now. Some of my friend is asking me not to be too anxiety with current situation but they are not in my shoe and thus very hard for them to understand.
Although I can survive here but I know the disappointment of burned out will not be going away until I hop again. Thus I think this is a very good opportunity for me to sit down, relax and try to find what I always dreamt of. Just that I hope it could come earlier…
Weird Dream 03
Recently I had many weird dreams. They said this is due to the invisible stress at day causing the hallucination at night. Professional says dream does reflects something happened in the day, and some Professional even says it is some prophecy that something going to happen.
Whatever it is I’m sure the dream I had last night is not something good, because I dreamed of natural disaster – the twister in KL. I am not the expert in twister but I am surprised with the details in the dream. It was so real until I could remember that the weather was very windy. Then the bruises sky start forming the tornado, the tail was sharp but not touching the ground and the color was white and milky. It moves with fast speed and form the twister quickly when it hits the twin tower…
Screen changed just like the movie. I was driving home and the road was dark and congested. II on my head light and see peoples are rushing out from the town. I couldn’t reach my mom cell because my brother took her out for dinner. I was awake when I almost reach home, followed by the twister.
Isn’t that weird? I really wonder what does it implies to. And very coincident, today HK got typhoon. Although it is hardly to relate them both by deep down in my heart I still believe this is some bad symptom…
Whatever it is I’m sure the dream I had last night is not something good, because I dreamed of natural disaster – the twister in KL. I am not the expert in twister but I am surprised with the details in the dream. It was so real until I could remember that the weather was very windy. Then the bruises sky start forming the tornado, the tail was sharp but not touching the ground and the color was white and milky. It moves with fast speed and form the twister quickly when it hits the twin tower…
Screen changed just like the movie. I was driving home and the road was dark and congested. II on my head light and see peoples are rushing out from the town. I couldn’t reach my mom cell because my brother took her out for dinner. I was awake when I almost reach home, followed by the twister.
Isn’t that weird? I really wonder what does it implies to. And very coincident, today HK got typhoon. Although it is hardly to relate them both by deep down in my heart I still believe this is some bad symptom…
Djembe Drums
Have you ever listened to the album “Best Of Cafe Del Mar”? I was fascinated when I picked the first track - Entre Dos Aguas. It is a Latino music but in most of the tracks they used the djembe drums as one of the main instrument. In fact it is very common as the uniqueness sound of djembe drums is something that can’t simply replace.
Choosing a quality drum is not simple, choosing a djembe drums is thousand times difficult because of the quality of sound. But no worry cause x8drums has it all for you. There are over 800 djembe drums and accessories designed from beginner and pros. They also offer djembe drums for kids who are interesting in giving a try. Check it out today. You won’t know that you may find your hidden talent!
Choosing a quality drum is not simple, choosing a djembe drums is thousand times difficult because of the quality of sound. But no worry cause x8drums has it all for you. There are over 800 djembe drums and accessories designed from beginner and pros. They also offer djembe drums for kids who are interesting in giving a try. Check it out today. You won’t know that you may find your hidden talent!
Weird Dream 02
07 August became a very special date for me since 2002, where not only my life, but the entire family faith has changed. We lost the greatest husband/father/son/son-in-law/brother – my brother in law. He died in the tragic car accident and we went through the darkest hours of our life. Glad that everyone has moved on now. And for me, I learned on how to look at life in different perspective and angle, a mindset where life is not eternity, but spirit does.
Along the years since he had gone, I seldom dream of him. In my memory there was only once. It’s ironic because I dreamed about my cousin-brother-in-law more than I dreamed about my own. Perhaps the accident came too sudden, perhaps my relation with him just so so, or perhaps we don’t even know each other anymore. But no matter how I feel, I just glad to know that my mom and sister still feel his existence whenever the date is approaching…
Along the years since he had gone, I seldom dream of him. In my memory there was only once. It’s ironic because I dreamed about my cousin-brother-in-law more than I dreamed about my own. Perhaps the accident came too sudden, perhaps my relation with him just so so, or perhaps we don’t even know each other anymore. But no matter how I feel, I just glad to know that my mom and sister still feel his existence whenever the date is approaching…
Weird Dream 01
Coming 07 August is the second month of him in coma. I feel guilty of not able to do anything other than just paying him a visit on the trip a month ago. Apart of having the busy life adapting the new job but I don’t think that can quantify my excuse for not contributes more of my help when they need me.
I don’t know. Perhaps the feeling is drilling deep in my heart, or maybe I couldn’t wait to see him awake, or it could be some form of sign or symptoms. The dream that I had is not 1 but 3 times about his awakening. First during my visit, second and third was later. The dream is just so real, I could hear his talking, I could feel his skin and I could even feel my tears. But weird enough, every time I touched him, I woke up… Why?
I don’t know. Perhaps the feeling is drilling deep in my heart, or maybe I couldn’t wait to see him awake, or it could be some form of sign or symptoms. The dream that I had is not 1 but 3 times about his awakening. First during my visit, second and third was later. The dream is just so real, I could hear his talking, I could feel his skin and I could even feel my tears. But weird enough, every time I touched him, I woke up… Why?
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