Nihongo

After a temporary pauses for 3 weeks, it seems very difficult to pick up from where I left.

Learning nihongo is because of my interest. I don't know what is the major intention and because of that, I think I am loosing the motivation in continuing the lesson. Some friends is telling to continue and honestly I don't wanna give up that easily as well.

But when I trying to think hard, other than using nihongo in reading comics, watching animation, play PS games, then seems like I wont use it no where else. What is the point of wasting time, effort and money? Perhaps inside of me still hoping a miracle in working and living in Japan... Dream on.