Exhausted

I am exhausted not because of the work, but the time I spent in blogging now. I address myself as blogging ghost (previously crowned it to CP) because I am following her path trying to get as much as possible.

Somehow cant compare with her since she earning 10x the better than me. I can’t imagine how she can tahan because she have 3 blogs to jaga. For me, my symptoms are obvious. I can’t get up in the morning with 2 alarm clocks. I can’t even hear the ring until my body auto jump up and saw the short hand is pointing 9.

That’s not all, my daily performance drop until almost 0. I can’t think in the morning, neither at night. Sometimes I can only stare at the screen and keep refreshing the opportunities page, terrible isn’t it. I think I need to start balance back my zzz time.